My blog – it came back to my mind…finally, after my soul came to rest, as my body urged me to! I’m sick at home, because of a bad cold. I could go on whining now but actually – NO! I ll just change the topic…
There are at least 3 things I learned during my past travels:
1st: Always say YES
(Of course only if you want to! Just in our society we tend to say “No” even if we would like to say Yes but we are educated like this. Modesty, false modesty…or let’s say, learn to say yes more often, as it’s not that easy as you may think, just watch yourself and be honest to yourself.)
2nd: After the rain there is always sunshine! And If there are rocks on your path, build something nice out of it!
3rd: If you want to do something, DO IT! NOW!
So that’s what I am doin now, as I got some time for myself, I got forced to 😉 I am doin what I want to do. I wanna work on my blog, so I am startin to write again.
And I did dream of doin it bilingual, so I do write in English today. It may not be perfect, but tell me, who’s perfect? haha! I am actually thinking of a compromise as I am naturally quite lazy sometimes. So – instead of writing every post in 2 languages – I ll write one in English when I feel like and i won’t bother to translate it into German. Same way around. So something to read for my family and friends back home and something to read for my international friends and those who are able to understand both of those languages.
At least like this, I ll stay in practice – I probably did improve my English skills during my travels, even if I decline all the time…again false modesty or maybe I am just longing for some praise from others.Everybody is looking for appreciation somehow, don’t we?
Anyway – here I am again…my beloved blog….(floating around in the world wide web without any attention. Not even from me, which is the worst!!!) – dear blog, i am sorry, but I am back now, I promise i ll try to improve! I got motivation again…(dear lord, send me some steadiness, keep my motivation up and not only for 2 days, like those times before! *big smile*)
Today, after being sick for a week now, it’s the first day I feel any kind of power again! I just started on a new job and after workin only once, I gotta call in sick 🙁 but my colleagues told me, it happend to them too during the first few months in this job. I am a flight attendant now and I am sooo happy that my dream finally came true. Not of being a flight attendant in particular but as a child, growing up close to an airport and always being curious about other countries and cultures, my dream was to once work at the airport. You get to know so many kinds of people, it’s always colorful, exciting, you see people come and go, it’s busy, not boring at all and now, finally, I am in the middle of everything, it’s buzzling and i love it! You never know what’s goin to happen on the next flight, what kind of people will i get in contact with, which situations will I have to accomplish?! The best job that could have happend to me after my travels…couldn’t sit back in an office again now after those experiences.
The world out there is the best university. And funny how this job came to me in the right moment…i didn’t force it….i don’t know why I was worrying so much about what to do AFTER! After being out of this system I ran from. Of course, I am back now to it, and because of this system I only got the opportunity to do something else but still, it’s a pretty tough system, which is destroying people, which makes them sick, sick in their minds. People get burned out from the lifestyle of our society and all the pressures we built up ourselves. I realised that the life I lived wasn’t healthy and I made it to escape…travelling made me feel free again…made me forget the meaning of the word stress.
Ok, enough for todays philosophies, haha! Everybody already asleep, readin this? Anyhow – my blog came back to life by putting down some thoughts. Hope you ll be with me in the future, following me putting more and more life to this blog. Maybe you even help me with some comments, some of your own thoughts and/or experiences.